Dream Of Losing Home Suicidal Betrayal Hurt Alone

Hey Renee, it sounds like your dream of losing your home in Saratoga Springs and feeling betrayed by Ruthie has really impacted you. The intensity of the emotions in this dream, along with the feelings of betrayal and hopelessness, is quite concerning. The fact that you described feeling suicidal and alone in the dream is a clear indicator of the distress this dream has caused. It's important to acknowledge that dreams with such intense negative emotions can be a reflection of underlying stress or unresolved issues in waking life. It might be beneficial to consider seeking support from a therapist or counselor to explore these emotions in a safe and supportive environment. Please remember that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help you through difficult times. If you ever need to talk, I'm here to listen and support you in any way I can.