Dream Of Abusive Ex Restaurant Reunion

I was at a restaurant with my abusive ex and somehow we were back together. The table had an old picture of us together on it. I realized how being near him made it hard for me to eat because of the anxiety and I told him I needed to go to the bathroom. There was a second section of seating in the restaurant that had double doors separating it from the section we were together in. I went to that area of the restaurant and I tried to find a place to sit down but the only open spaces were at the bar. I sat down at the bar and I called my sister to ask her to pick me up. I explained my situation to one of the servers and I asked her if she thought he could see me through the doors. She said probably not and that she would let me leave through the back door and wait with me until my sister got there. My current boyfriend showed up and told me to get in the car and that he was with my sister. We got in the car and we were driving toward my apartment and my phone was blowing up with texts and calls from my ex. I answered one of the calls and I told him I wanted nothing to do with him and that he could find someone else to ruin. He told me I couldn’t ever find anyone better and that we were compatible in every way. I asked him if he remembered that I often told him I wasn’t in the mood for sex, and that when we did it was very rare and painful for me everytime. He said that he did. I told him that it turns out my libido is just fine, pretty high honestly but that I was just utterly repulsed by him. There was a long pause before he said anything and everyone in the car was stifling laughter. He asked my why I would go out of my way to say something like that and I told him that it might be useful information if a miracle like him ever having sex again might happen. I hung up the phone and my sister and my boyfriend were dying of laughter. My sister dropped me and my boyfriend off at home and told me she was so happy I got to finally do that.