Elizabeth, let's delve into the dream you shared.
Your dream is rich in vivid imagery and actions that seem to interweave feelings of responsibility, protection, and emotional intensity. Being in a game-like scenario often reflects our subconscious understanding of life's challenges and the roles we play. The presence of zombies could symbolize underlying anxieties or concerns you're facing, perhaps feeling overwhelmed by 'incoming' stressors or problems that you feel are relentless, much like the undead in your dream.
The magnifying glass-shaped object that you use to protect others suggests that you have a strong desire to safeguard those around you, using your personal power or abilities. The act of illuminating and holding a protective shield can indicate a sense of duty or a protective nature. The need to 'recharge' this shield by alchemizing the zombies implies resourcefulness and resilience, turning negative experiences (the zombie kills) into something positive (protection for your team).
Morphing into a dome-shaped room, which could be the focal point of protection, shows a transition from active defense to a more passive, enclosed state. The woman in navy blue wanting to end her life and your reaction to her death reveals a deep empathy and the emotional toll of caring for others. It might reflect an experience or fear of loss, the pain of letting go, or a compassionate response to the suffering of others.
Your reaction to her death—hugging, stroking her hair, and sobbing—shows a deep connection to emotions and the importance of comfort and human contact. The physical sensations and emotions felt in the dream are a testament to the profound impact such experiences, even dreamt ones, have on you. Your response upon waking is a natural extension of the emotions played out in the dream.
It's essential to acknowledge that dreams can serve as a canvas where our subconscious paints pictures using symbols and scenarios that may relate to our waking lives. In your case, Elizabeth, the dream seems to echo a mixture of personal strength, a sense of duty to others, and a deep emotional capacity. Reflect on the aspects of your life that might resonate with these themes, as they can offer insights into your waking world emotions and experiences.