Dream About Mother Throwing Into Fire

This is a reoccurring dream, I seem to have this dream every few years, stemming from young childhood. My dream takes in front of a house my grandmother lived in and eventually we lived in too. Chaos erupts, a natural disaster in a way. All the streets are covered in fire, flames getting bigger and bigger, you can hear the crackling sound of the fire.. and the heat from the fire. My younger brother and I are sitting in the backseat of my mother's red convertible. This car seems familiar, it feels like we've had this car for years... but in reality, I've never seen this car in my life. My mom is driving, the roof top is all the way back and there's panic on my mom's expressions. She's not telling me what's wrong, whe doesn't answer about what is happening and I'm very scared. My little brother is screaming beside me.. and I can't stop looking behind me, looking below me at the raging fire. I continue to press my mom for questions, I'm only 8 years old at the time and don't understand my mom is overwhelmed and scared enraged too. I just keep asking her what is happening.. until finally, she snaps. She enraged. I've seen her mad like this many times before except there's a different look on her face, one that Is stranger to me. My mom keeps one hand on the wheel of the car and with the other, she reaches behind her for me. She grabs me by the neck of my shirt and she's trying to push and throw me out of the convertible and into the blaze. I'm screaming and pleading with her not to do thus but my words have affect on her. She's looking me in the eye.. her eyes are dark. Much darker then the light, soft brown she use to have. Her eyes are so dark, they look closer to black then brown. It's not the color that frightens me, it's the pure rage and hate in her eyes that scare me. She finally gets a good grip of me and I loose my balance. I'm completely in her dismay, my life is in her hands. She gives me one more good, hard push... and right when I begin to fall from the car and into the lava raging fire... My dream stops. I've never seen how this dream ends or what happens next. It just stops. Every single time it abruptly stops at that very moment of me falling out of the car.