Dream About Losing Virginity Ex Crush Secrets

I was in my dream living with my dad a little more excited I was trying to get back with my narcissistic ex crush but couldn't. We went to the hair store so I could buy stuff to do my hair when I got in the car I talked to my aunt and told her I never lost my virginity and she told my dad I needed to lose it she mentioned the ex-crush I told her I couldn't and I wanted to wait until marriage but she called an old Asian man and sent me back to an unknown center as I was learning how to do things, she asked how it felt. He said it felt like a bunch of unshaved hair but good and I was embarrassed and my aunt scolded my dad for not buying me razors. we got in the center and I rode him and it hurt but my ex-crush was up there already enjoying another female so was one of my other friends in his group was doing the same thing we all had sex in the other room while I looked up and they had their faces covered my friend looked at me and I told him to shush my face wasn't covered cause I couldn't breathe and I rode the man all night until me and the man fell asleep I woke up and everyone was gone looking for me I hurried up got up and went to clean up. I went through my ex-crush's phone and he was talking about me, making fun of me, saying I'm weird and I was upset. I came out the bathroom having blood dripping down my leg but played it off but I passed out from pain and woke from my dream and went to the kitchen smiling until the soreness from losing my virginity took over and I passed out on the kitchen floor. Then I woke up confused.