Dream About Living Double Life 2

I do understand that you're going through some stuff. Maybe in another life we had a chance but I'm rooted in reality and sometimes I feel like I'm living a double life when I'm with you. You remind me if the times I was free and out and about but also the times when I was just a friend and that wasn't a good feeling. I thought I grew out of that feeling and I use to cut any girl out my life that made me feel that way. Now I think to myself did not give them a chance because of how you made me feel once upon a time and again not blaming you, again it's a me thing. I've been in love with someone else and I had to make a choice and I did. Which is why I'm with Julia. I don't want much just exist with someone. Occupy the same space through love but also through the tough. I look back at it and noticed I don't seem to be that choice. After all this is the most I've seen you in 9 years. 9 years is time we can't get back and yeah.