Dream About Hospital Visit And Intubation

I was going to Stanford- the hospital to get evaluated by the medical team for my throat issue or a throat issue I keep having in my daily life so my mom and my stepdad grab me out of the truck because they have to do that in my daily life and so we go in and there are a group of doctors and big computers with those black office chairs with the padding maybe they are like a super dark gray or grey if not black whatever they look like in real life anyway it's like that. All the doctors were wearingBouffant blue surgical caps or a surgeon's cap with matching scrubs over there white doctors coats or white uniforms so it was just barely there and only just mainly blue. So we go in and I see this man one of the staff there. And I know who he is because I looked at some of the stuff that he had done and his name was Dr David C. Talavera, phd and he is part of the Stanford division of pain medicine and he works by offering CBT-CP cognitive behavioral therapy directed towards people with chronic pain instead of just the typical CBT program that also involves individual therapy sessions and for some reason I'm still being held or carried instead of being in my wheelchair and when I saw him I just thought oh I've seen your work before and I was looking at a video from 4 years ago about a conference that you were speaking at online and that's how I found you and they brought me here but because of my throat issue and since my throat issue I don't talk and it's been this way since February of 8th grade and now I'm in 12th grade and it's currently October or fall now in my 12th grade year in high school and this issue started in middle school in my 8th grade year there so they drive me over there in the truck and they tell me I know that it's been too long for you to deal with this anymore and then that man that I mentioned comes up to us and asks "are you committing her?" And then they said yes and then they brought out a thick yellow tube and shoved it in my mouth and they preformed orotrachealEndotracheal intubation or a Laryngoscopy while I was still being held and awake and then suddenly the tube became a leash and they were pulling on it while I was held and then they took me up without an elevator and the area became almost like a house and everything then turned into opera the other people who were staying there were on leashes as well and there was screaming in the background and the rest of them were on all fours struggling to move and there was a big tan fluffy bed there