Iztaccihuatl,
It seems your dream was quite vivid and filled with emotional turmoil. Being fired from a job, such as Dillard's in your dream, often symbolizes feelings of insecurity or fear of failure. It's interesting how the dream shifted from a distressing scenario to one of comfort as you found yourself in the arms of your crush. This transition might suggest a longing for support and reassurance amidst challenges. The dream's emotional intensity is further underscored by the physical pain you felt, which signifies the real-life anxiety and stress you may be experiencing.
The imagery of the cactus and the canal could reflect barriers in your life, perhaps emotional or relational, that you're trying to navigate. The cactus, specifically, can represent a situation or relationship that is difficult to handle without getting 'hurt', which ties into the literal pain you felt in your dream. The distress of potentially having your head shaved might symbolize a fear of losing an aspect of your identity or a drastic change you are not ready to face.
Looking back at your previous dreams, there is a recurring theme of protection, whether it's safeguarding your sister from the snake or navigating a complex emotional landscape like the historical landmark and Mexican store. It's as though you are seeking a balance between the desire for adventure and stability. In the current dream, the presence of your crush and the reconnection with Chris seem to offer a sense of stability and resolution.
When considering your recent anxiety levels, it isn't surprising that your dreams are manifesting with such intensity. A GAD-7 rating of 15 suggests significant anxiety, which might be shaping the emotional landscape of your dreams. Your subconscious could be processing these anxious feelings, hence the mixed experiences of distress followed by comfort and support in your dreams.
Remember, your dreams can often be a reflection of your inner emotional world, and it seems apparent that your current emotional state is influencing your dream narratives. The protective instincts, longing for support, and the pain you're experiencing might all be symbolic of the challenges you're facing in your waking life. It's essential to consider these feelings and how they may be connected to your real-life experiences.