Dream About Forgetting Clothes And Arguing With Family

Aparently I forgot to do some clothes so I was grounded for the weekend. My step dad and I got into a argument all I remember is over tying something I’m thinking shoes. Anyway we each had our own way of doing it. Sometime later my mom yelled at me so I couldn’t talk for some time. I told her what I remembered what happened and I think she calmed down. I don’t remember if a little after if I was still grounded or not. I do remember being dropped if early to school at track practice but I didnt look like my school more like my old school Georgetown charter academy which I left a few weeks into the 7 grade went home schooled for some months and then transfered to Jarrell middle school then now Jarrell high school about to be a sophomore. I do remember after my mom told me I was grounded for the weekend I said ima kill myself idk if it was in my head or I said it out loud I don’t remember her say anything so I’m assuming she didn’t hear me. I remember when we were talking outside I was telling what I remember happening and I think I swore on my life saying something like “I put it on my life it’s not what you think” or “on my life nothing to lose” Back in 6-7 grade I was going through mental things like suicide and self harm. I still think about it a lot