Michelle,
I can see that your dream about Neko, your late cat, reflects a deep emotional landscape concerning change and the fear of loss. The recurring theme of the open door emitting light in your dream may symbolize transitions and the unknown. It's as though you're standing at the threshold of change, represented by the move with your dad, and there's a part of you that's worried about what might slip through the cracks during this process—just as you feared for Neko wandering in and out.
Your dream shifts perspectives, indicating a fluctuating sense of control and observation in your life. The act of lifting the house with a forklift suggests a desire to scrutinize and understand the foundation of your family and home life, perhaps to ensure that nothing is harmed during these changes. The amber with blood might symbolize precious memories that are tainted with pain or loss, echoing your worry over Neko and possibly correlating with your feelings toward past events.
Your dream resonates with previous experiences of distress, such as the one involving your parents and the fear of being kicked out. There is a pattern of anxiety tied to stability and support, which could be a psychological echo of your job loss and the breakup you've endured. These life events can intensify feelings of insecurity, particularly during times of transition, like your upcoming move.
The presence of the strange sickly orange cat could be an embodiment of your vulnerabilities or parts of yourself that you fear may be 'dying' or changing beyond recognition. This aligns with the pattern of encountering troubling or unsettling elements in your dreams, like the evil Father Kevin or the dragon made of light, which may reflect internal conflicts and the transformation of your spiritual beliefs or personal identity.
In summary, your dream weaves together threads of past experiences, your relationship with your father, and the impending move to paint a picture of apprehension and the search for stability. It seems your subconscious is processing the emotional residue of past life events and preparing for the upcoming changes. While dreams hold individual meanings, yours consistently hint at a journey through self-reflection and adaptation, where the search for peace and a sense of home is paramount.
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