Dream About Deceased Boyfriend 2

Not sure how it starts or how the information gets to me but I found out my boyfriend is dead but he is still with me. We go around doing normal things and I know at some point it's going to end and I won't see him again. At points we see friends and they say it's nearly time or some act like nothings happening. I remember saying don't make me think about it as I'll cry. We sit with friends on a bench for a bit. Through out the whole thing my boyfriend acts normal like he doesn't realise what's about to happen. The intense emotion I felt carried on when I woke up in real life and started to cry