Dream About Cooking In Freezer

I was in the walk-in freezer of a restaurant and I was basically training people on how to make the meatballs and I was like swirling together meat and I was showing people how to do it and yeah I was being really nice and I was training them and they were all confused and like I was like it's okay guys it's okay this is how you do it it's okay to make a mistake you're still learning and I'm thinking this has something to do with the fact that I used to be scared of learning how to cook in my restaurant job because my managers were really snarky and mean about it and we're like it's so fucking easy what do you mean you can't do this it's so easy and so I just basically gave up on the idea and never tried because I feel embarrassed whenever people are watching me do something and I'm doing it poorly so I think this dream was about that I don't know