Dream About College Graduation Fears

I was back in college and it was the last semester before graduating and the college was. It was Columbia but a little bit of high school mixed in anyway I didn’t know where my classes were that I had signed up for and it was now May which in reality it is , and I had signed up for them in February and gone, maybe the first week or two and totally ignored it afterwards so now I doubted that I could get the professors to give me a passing grade so I can graduate and I didn’t know what to do and I went to the school to find an administrator to tell me where the classes were and I couldn’t find an administrator And somehow I think I wound up shopping and I was asking. Did you miss going to work as ophthalmologist who had retired and I couldn’t decide whether I wanted to go to medical school, but then I had to graduate from college first and I had kind of successfully sabotage that by not graduating but I could still finish up six months at Brooklyn College, but that would be terrible because then I wouldn’t have a Columbia diploma, but just a plain ordinary Brooklyn College one and the dread of this decision and the shame of going back to not graduating in time and the cost were dreaded full I was back in college, and it was the last semester before graduating.