Dream About Childhood Crush 2

My last dream was about my guy bestfriend/ crush that I've known since elementary school, specifically kindergarten, and it was about him, like me and him, like older, and then he would, I remember in the dream specifically, like he would always praise me, he would always say how pretty I was, and he would always be like, oh like I love you, I don't know, like he would just do like sweet things, but in real life he actually hates me, well he doesn't hate me, but he just like, he's just super mean, like I can tell he's a genuine soul, and he actually cares, I still see that sweet little boy in him, but he's just really mean, I don't know, I don't know what that means, I don't know what the fuck that means. and he's super cute too like oh like physically he's so attractive but i don't know i don't know but i really wish it was real.😞