Dream About Boyfriend Choking With Beads

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I dreamed that my boyfriend choked me in a negative manner with a some beads but didn't kill me. We was in this weird alternate reality where everything was like imaginary things were impossible happening. I was crying and so sad and my boyfriend acted like nothing ever happened after he tried to kill me it seemed like by choking me but letting up just before it was too late. The feeling I got on my neck when the beads were pressed against it was so strange a feeling I never felt before.