Dream About Boat Sinking And Rescuing Baby

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I was in a boat heading towards a beach. The beach was so pretty. The water was clear and the sand was perfect. As the boat was approaching the shore I looked around and saw people on the boat with me. It seemed like we were on a mission but the other people were distracted. They were so conceited. One lady in particular walked up to me and kept talking about herself saying thinks like “look at my hair!” And “look at my jewelry!” She was just showing off all of her material possessions. I was annoyed that everyone was so superficial. Then the boat started to sink but I was the only one who cared everyone else was still bragging on themselves. The lady who walked up to me kept bragging even as she was drowning. She was too into herself to save herself even though we ended up in shallow water. I could still see the lady under the clear water talking about herself. Then I started swimming and then walking to shore. I looked back and I saw a my pastor in the water he was parting it like he was searching for something, even though the water was clear. He had on a military green shirt and military dog tags. The pastor was also mumbling to himself. Then he called out to people to try and salvage some of the wreckage. I felt no need to assist him so I kept walking forward. I noticed some people under a pier watching while in the water. One of the people was my brother he was angry, calling the pastor stupid and crazy. I quietly asked him to stop. And kept walking to the shore. Then someone yelled out, “There are babies in the water!” So I turned back to help rescue the babies. I was so angered because I knew the babies had to have come from our boat and someone was supposed to be caring for them but they didn’t. I found a baby and picked him up. He was Asian. As I walked back to shore I started to fall in love with the baby and I was weeping. I felt an intense feeling responsibility for this baby. I saw my husband on the shore just standing there ready to help. I was heading to him because I wanted to tell him we need to take care of this baby. I started to feel insecure and too unqualified to take care of the baby. That’s when a lady on the shore approached me I couldn’t tell what she looked like. She was just a black silhouette, a shadow figure. She told me the baby needed to be inspected. I didn’t want to part with the baby but I thought she knew better so I gave her the baby. She took off with the baby. I immediately regretted giving the baby to her and I ran after her to get the baby back. I chased her all the way to the huge facility. When I went inside all the lights were off. There was a bunch of new equipment but none of the staff knew how to use it. All the staff was walking around in the dark. I turned the lights on and looked around for the baby no one could tell me where the baby was.