Dream About Being Attacked Losing Loved One

This dream was about

Ig me, my bf, and a group of friends were going to this weird bubble looking place and there was fancy things in it. I was amazed at what I was looking at but I then noticed that for some odd reason the air force was there and a dads kid was in it and he wanted to see his kid before he left but it was too late. As I saw that I all of a sudden got a bad feeling about something but I didn’t know what it was so I just kept looking around. Then there was a show going on and it was nice but then a flash of color appeared and it exploded. We were getting attacked by something. I had left with a few friends but before I had gone I looked for my bf bc I wasn’t gonna leave without him. I couldn’t find him and it scares me but then one of my friends grabbed my hand and pulled me to get out of there. When we went to go to the truck I turned and saw a military helicopter that was firing at us and I was so confused but then another one flew over us to go attack the other helicopter. I was so scared bc I could only think about my baby. Then there was a scene that just appeared in my head as I was in the truck driving off. I saw my bf with a buddy of his and he was trying to get out but everyone in there was terrified and trying to get out as soon as they can. I saw him catch this weird ball that glowed different colors and as he looked down he realized what it was and threw it the other way so no one would you know explode after he had thrown it him and his buddy ran to get out of there and as they got out of the scene the ball exploded. Then after that it went back to me and my friends going to this like underground building and as we got there I dropped my stuff off in a room and started running to find my baby. I’m running and running taking as many turns as I possibly can and then I got to a dead end and as I was trying to catch my breath I looked right then left and both sides were just pipes but as I turned my head to the left I saw my bf just standing there looking at me and I ran up to him crying and as we held each other in our arms I felt like something was wrong but i couldn’t figure it out. As I pulled back to see his face i was crying so much then i had told him that I’ve been trying to find him and couldn’t anywhere and said that I honestly thought you were dead. Then he gave me this weird look of sadness and as I am looking I ask him what’s wrong. He goes you’re gonna have to go without me and I was like what nooo I need you you’re not supposed to leave me. Then he tells me that he’s already gone and this will be the last time I see him. I asked him” I thought you made it out and how tf can o see you and hold you if your not here” he just looks at me and tells me that he loves me and will always follow me. I then started to scream at him saying you’re not supposed to leave me your suppose to be with me. I need you here I can’t do this anymore I need to be with you. As I said that I fell to my knees holding on to as much of his body as I can as he’s standing there with his hand on my head and the other grazing my shoulder to arm. Then I said “ you can’t leave me here all alone you can’t leave pls don’t go I love you and need you here so you can be with me forever. As I look up to see his face I see a tear falling down his face and as the tear falls it lands on my right cheek. I felt so lost and alone. I couldn’t stop crying because the love of my life was gone like I mean not even with me in life. I tried grabbing his arm to run he couldn’t go with me I lost my mind and he said run you need to run now. As I was backing up from him I couldn’t turn away I needed to see him. I was crying then I heard a big loud bang and turned to face the direction of that sound and as I turned to look back at him he was long gone and I ran back to where he was and couldn’t find him like he was a ghost or something. I fell to my knees again but I had to get up and find my friends and as I’m doing that I’m trying to walk as fast as I could but my heart hurt so bad and my whole body felt weak I was pushing so so hard until I finally collapsed on the floor and just curled up into a ball and cried until I fell asleep. I wanted to be with him and I wasn’t going to be alone. I wanted to die right there and I was hoping to as I was asleep so I couldn’t feel anything. Then I woke up from this dream and was crying so hard. I never want to have this dream again it hurt me so bad like I can’t stop thinking about it and I’m trying not too. That dream was torture to me.