Dream About Deceased Grandmother

26 Jul 2026

Dream

I had a dream that started with me and my mother wanting to go back to Emerald Isle, North Carolina. It’s a really beautiful beach, and in real life we actually wanted to go back there for about three days. In the dream, we did end up going back, and we were staying at a nice, big hotel with two double beds. It was really lovely. I think it was me, my mother, and my auntie Norris, even though she doesn’t really live in North Carolina in real life. Most of my family lives in Florida, but I think she went with us in the dream anyway. I remember being a little annoyed at first because I didn't want her to be with us on the trip. The next morning, my mom and I got in the car and drove around Emerald Isle trying to find a nice place to take a picture. I was trying to find an entry point, but I don’t think we found one, so we just went back to the hotel. At some point, I was in the hotel bathroom on my phone, and someone who was interested in me told me they were in a polyamorous relationship with two other people. The person was a guy, and I was confused because I’m a lesbian in the dream and also in real life. I felt conflicted, but in the moment I guess I was somewhat into it. Then I kind of got transported into the situation, and he was talking about how our sex would go and how he had two other partners. At one point, his two other partners pulled his pants down, and I noticed he was small. I didn’t say anything mean, but I did think about it in my head. I was more interested in other people he had with him, so he got the message and left the room. Then the two other people came in, and that part got weird because they had scary masks on. The guy had a scary mask too, but he took it off. One person had a scary dolphin mask, and the other had a scary horror mask. I don’t know why they were wearing them, but they took them off. Then this girl pulled her pants down, and I noticed that she had a thick dick but also had boobs, so I was confused. The other person didn’t want to get anything off and just kind of stayed to the side, watching me and the other person cuddle on the bed while there was a laptop there. I wanted the cuddle, not because I was into them, but because I have felt alone for a long time and didn't know how hugging another person felt like. Then we got teleported to another bedroom in the same position, but it was a different room. I don’t know if it was their bedroom, but it felt cozy and familiar. It had a wide bed with white sheets and a window in front of us. I told the girl I was not into them, and she seemed a little hurt, but they took it well. She asked if I was just not into guys, I said yes, but what I really meant was that I’m not into penises. I tried to be into it, but I just couldn’t do it like that. After that, I ended up in a Waffle House with the two people, not the small penis guy. I was sitting across from them in a booth, and they were sitting next to each other being lovey dovey, so then I got up and went outside onto the sidewalk while they stayed behind me. The girl, who was a trans woman, sat at the bench, and I guess they wanted me to sit with them, but I said no. I told them I was sorry, but I couldn’t do this. I got some of my stuff from the sidewalk, including an unraveled umbrella and some books. Then I saw this beautiful nature area, and I heard a song playing in my mind called “Back to Friends” by Sombr. From that point on, the song was playing in my head. I started to run, then jump, and I glided down this beautiful valley with green grass, a little lake nearby, and a lot of trees. I remember this area because it was in one of my previous dreams too. It looked so nice and familiar. I jumped again and glided farther down, almost into the lake, but I turned my body so I wouldn’t fall in. Then I laid down in a grassy patch where the trees were barely covering part of the lake. It was beautiful. One of the guys ran down the hill to check on me, and I told him I was sorry and that I was crying because I couldn’t do this. I said I wasn’t from North Carolina and that I was supposed to be in Florida right now. I was crying because I saw how loving they were with each other, and I felt emotional because I couldn’t be there for them like that. I couldn’t be their girlfriend. I’ve always felt alone in real life, so the dream really brought that out. It felt like everyone around me suddenly had a girlfriend or boyfriend or was in a happy, healthy relationship, but I always ended up alone. The guy was just there for me, and I couldn’t tell what gender they were. I think they might have been non-binary. While I was crying, I thought of a church, and then I was teleported into one. I was sitting in a pew while everyone else was worshipping, but I still felt alone, so I went to a corner and started crying again. I remember seeing myself crying from a third-person view. I was really upset and didn’t feel spiritual at all. I just felt alone again. I think there may have been a bar there too, and I was trying to drink something, but I was still very upset. Then I think I teleported back to the nature area, and after that I woke up in tears.

26 Jul 2026

Dream

I dreamed I was in a building. I was in a room. I watched the math students gather into a room to start a math class. I went into the room next door. I sat at a table. I was taking the art class. There were other students taking the class. The teacher came and gave a lesson. She then went out to give the math class a lesson too. She taught us both at the same time.

25 Jul 2026

Dream

I went to my best friends house and she was high on some weird drug with some rando “friends” and she started talking mad shit to me and saying just really below the belt things and I started fucking her up like literally punching her in the face. Her mom, sister , and brother were there and her mom is like idk what’s going on but you should probably go since yall are beefing so hard, I’m like it’s cool, I’ll go but I think it’s crazy that you are kicking me out and not the low life ass people that Rach is getting high with. Then she said one last thing to me and I knocked her ass out so hard she fell in the bathtub and hit her head and I was like oh shit, I probably killed the bitch . So I was packing my shit up to leave and it was like mounds of clothes and her mom was like well I expect you to be at dinner on Tuesday and I’m thinking, if this is how it’s gonna be between us, I’d rather have no friends and I’m not coming back. Her brother got off the phone and was trying to inquire what was going on but I couldn’t even look at him I was so ashamed of myself for beating her ass and her sister was mad at me but being quiet. Then I went to go make sure I didn’t kill her ass and pulled her out of the bathtub and put her next to her mom so should could monitor and make sure she didn’t have a concussion.

25 Jul 2026

Dream

I keep on having a dream where It is 1978 and I am on the Amoco Cadiz and like I’m driving it and then suddenly it flies and smashes into Portsall Brittany and starts rolling around and destroying everything while Heart and Soul from the movie Big plays. This happens every Tuesday

24 Jul 2026

Dream

✨️At a bar - Stuck in the middle with you was playing ✨️Bucket fell while at a fairground - loads of money fell out ✨️Disney Princess VAs singing Going Under by evanescence

22 Jul 2026

Dream

I was with some women & some stranger man outside invited us over for dinner, we were trying to think what to do, we arrived at his place. He was serving alcoholic drinks & at 1st I was going to take one but told him I wanted a non alcoholic instead. Me and some lady got into some argument & I left them, I was walking outside & that lady kept following me, I managed to catch 1K & she looked so baffled & asked where was I going. She had entered as well, the bus had become a moving train & I let the security know she was riding without a ticket, they tried arresting her but she kept making lies about me & she was boiling, I tried to hide from her to the further parts of the train. I got lost in my thoughts & was in a Swedish speaking area in Finland, I got off & should've paid extra for the ticket as I was in the C zone. I kept wandering around, some people were so curious & one lady was even hostile when she saw me being a Muslim. I tried to go to the other side of the train station, I kept walking on train tracks & I moved to the left & took a picture of what looked like a Chinese style statue. I saw beautiful green woods I tried taking pictures of but they faded & changed their form to some angel church looking art. I spoke to a couple, they were surprised I spoke Swedish, I tried to exchange contacts with her but she was slightly uncomfortable & she almost forgot her book & expensive phone on the bench. She had published a book I tried so hard to take a picture of. I was walking to a tunnel & saw this Finnish lady speaking Finnish. I woke up.