I Dreamt Of Mom Telling Dream About Her Mother And Grandmother

I woke up next to my mom and it looked like it was about 7 am in the morning. The sky wasn't too bright. I was just sitting on my side of the bed when my mom suddenly started talking in her sleep. At first, she kept saying something In Tamil about her mom and cousin's sister. Then she kept saying ‘nyah nyah nyah’ repeatedly. I thought it was funny so I recorded her using my phone. Then she suddenly woke up while I was watching and laughing looking at the video of her. I showed her the video of her thinking she would laugh. But she hit my back hard and I fell to the ground. After that, she walked to the dining table and I was scared but just followed her anyway. She was sitting on the chair and drinking something like tea. I kept asking her why she hit me and she said calmly that she was just a bit shocked because she was dreaming about her arguing with her mother that passed away. I instantly felt bad because I thought she was doing it for fun. She explained to me how her mother died. “My mother was having a hard time with paying her bills and her health. She had cancer. She also suffered from depression and had suicidal thoughts but never attempted. One day she was so stressed so she decided to go to her balcony to clear her head and get some fresh air thinking it would help. But little did she know that the mental bar that was holding the railing was loose. When she put her hands on the railing it immediately broke and she fell to the ground from the 10th floor.” My mom went to her room after telling me. I was thinking about it the whole day and when it was nighttime I went to sleep once again. In my dreams, I was my grandma! (My mother's mother) I was shocked! I was sitting on the sofa looking at the bills and I could feel the stress and depression she had. I had many thoughts about my kids and suicidal thoughts as well. I also had a sharp knife stabbing pain and it was burning. I couldn't even walk. Then I wanted to go to the balcony to clear my head and get some fresh air. When I put my hands on the railing it broke off and I fell to the ground. It was so high up and I could feel the cold chill wind brush through my body. Once I landed, I landed with the back of my head hitting the metal railing and my face was facing the side which was grass. I felt the soft grass touching my face. Then suddenly it all went back I saw memories of my mom and her siblings and my grandma spending time together with them. It was like a movie. There were also scenes of her crying and feeling pain. While that was happening I could feel how painful it was as if it was happening to me. it lasted for about 6min I think. After the flashbacks, I snapped out of it and turned my head to face the sky with all the energy I had left. I could see the balcony of my house with the railings broken and the glass shattered. My vision started to turn blurry and foggy. after that I couldn't feel my body and felt tired and dizzy as if I was going to sleep and faint. I fell asleep and that was it.