Dream Of Silent Admiration

This dream was about

I had a dream where I was my elementary self and at my elementary school, sitting on the brick benches and there was this guy. I couldn't see his face at all only his chin and his curly hair, his face was kinda blocked out by the sun because in the dream it was like a hot sunny day. The dream felt really silent, he didn't say anything and neither did I, I was sitting on the brick bench and he was standing and I was kinda looking up to him like physically and although I couldn't see his face all I saw was his chin, his curly hair blowing in the wind, and he was wearing a buttoned white shirt. He never said a word to me but I felt so loved and adored in the dream, his gaze that I couldn't see was just beaming with love. I remember physically and spiritually feeling his love on me, it felt so real and I haven't felt that way since, nor have I had the same dream.