Dream Of Jumping From Bridge

We where in a city somewhere with my boyfriend jack and his two brothers and step dad. We where walking on a bridge when a man run on a dropped a bomb or grenade or something. Everyone started screaming some people jumped off the bridge and other froze. I tried to pull myself over the railing to jump off the bridge into the river below but I couldn't I saw jacks brothers kneeling on the floor. It was like some kind of gravitational pull from the bomb was pulling me back onto the bridge but I fought to over come it and jumped off the bridge. I was then on the shore soaking wet. I got into a car and drove back to the bridge by the time I got there my hair was dry and I remember thinking no one would believe I jumped into the water. The scene was destroyed the train tracks where broken and people where wondering around aimlessly. I walked up to the bridge to find jack and his family I was asking everyone if there was any survivors they all said no. I broke down screaming and crying I couldn't believe it I felt guilty for not helping them. I had to ring my family and jacks mum to tell them what happened. I was broken. Then all of a sudden i get a phone call from Jack, I couldn't believe it. I answer and it's him I asked where he is and is his okay. I can't remember what he said