Dream Of Being Saved By Crush Liz

I sunk into a massive black hole but as soon as I did I seen a bright light sinking with me and I couldn't tell who they were but I felt safe as they grab onto me and made me feel happy genuinely but I couldn't see the face until the light somewhat dimmed down and it was my crush Liz saving me, I felt instantly self, self bounded safe but I pulled away because I no longer feel like I'm good enough and just continued to sink feeling unsure if I did something right.