Dream About Transitioning In Public

I think I was at some sort of party with both family and random people. I was in a really sparkly itchy dress and I literally just felt like a dude in a dress. After a circled chat with a few people, maybe a thank you for coming, my mum mentioned that I wanted to start testosterone to start transitioning into a guy. My aunty asked or joked if I needed her to help me with a blood test and I think my other aunt was there beside me. I was afraid to say anything, and we walked out of this little area we were in and my nanny started talking to my mum saying stuff like 'Does she really want to be a man?'. I snuck off to the bathroom and walked into the woman's bathroom. I remember standing while pissing and feeling kinda euphoric but confused as to why I was. It was not a closed off toilet and literally facing the door with about 3 or so stall toilets. Maybe it was a urinal.