RiaAnn, your dream is rich with symbolism and layers that delve deep into your subconscious thoughts and feelings. Seeing Dorian Watkins from your elementary school, a figure from your past, suggests that you are reflecting on earlier stages of your life and the people who influenced you. The fact that he is not your typical type yet very good looking might indicate a sense of curiosity or unresolved feelings towards people who are different from your usual preferences. This could represent a broader theme of exploring new and unfamiliar aspects of yourself or your relationships.
The activity of throwing a softball, particularly on the last day of school, symbolizes a transitional phase. The end of school is often associated with both endings and new beginnings. This could reflect your current state of life, transitioning from one phase to another, be it in your personal or professional life. Your exceptional ability to throw the ball, followed by your fear of losing it, points to your inner confidence and potential, coupled with an underlying fear of failure or loss.
The ball transforming into different shapes, such as a cube and half-cube, half-sphere, signifies the fluidity and unpredictability of your experiences and emotions. This transformation could be a metaphor for how situations and people in your life are changing, and how you are trying to adapt to these changes. It also highlights your creative and adaptable nature, as you manage to handle these changing circumstances.
Your interaction with Chris, your first sexual encounter, without actually talking to him, underscores unresolved emotions or unfinished business in your intimate relationships. This might suggest a need to address past experiences to move forward confidently in your current relationship. The desire to talk but not doing so could indicate a hesitation or fear of confronting these past emotions.
The conversation with Dorian in the car, especially his accusation that you forgot about him and his declaration of love, points towards themes of memory, love, and regret.