Bettie, it appears that the recurring theme of knocking on doors in your dreams signifies a subconscious awareness of pending opportunities or unresolved issues seeking your attention. The fact that this knocking wakes you up suggests these matters are pressing enough to disrupt your peace, even in sleep. The repetition of the dream indicates that these could be concerns or decisions in your waking life that you may be avoiding or need to address more directly.
The negative feelings associated with the dream, despite it not being a nightmare, might reflect a level of anxiety or trepidation about what these 'knocks' represent. The fact that it's not typically frightening, but still unsettling enough to wake you, might mirror a situation in your life where you feel anticipation or unease about what's coming next or what's being asked of you.
Looking at your previous dreams, there's a pattern of fear and concern about control and unwanted outcomes, such as being damned after casting spells, feeling trapped, or being smuggled against your will. This latest dream could be another manifestation of the fear of the unknown and a sense of vulnerability regarding changes or external influences in your life.
In contrast, the dream where you are happily pregnant and sharing a moment with your daughter stands out. It's a moment of joy and connection, quite the opposite of the intrusive knocking. This might suggest that when you are engaged in positive, life-affirming activities or relationships, your subconscious mind grants you peace and contentment.
Your previous dreams often deal with themes of control, protection, and the lasting impact of choices or experiences. The knocking in your recent dreams may be inviting you to confront these themes proactively. It's as if your subconscious is urging you to open the door to healing and resolution, rather than waiting for the knock to become a bang that cannot be ignored.