Dream About Murdering King Engagement Disgusting Monster

Jean, your dream presents a vivid and deeply symbolic narrative that seems to reflect your inner struggles and experiences. As a knight on a mission to kill the king, you are embodying a powerful and courageous figure, suggesting a part of you that is determined to confront and overcome significant obstacles. The king, depicted as a dark smoke monster, likely represents a pervasive and intangible threat or trauma in your life. Successfully defeating this monster indicates your strength and resolve to face and conquer these fears, yet the presence of the princess and the ensuing events reveal deeper layers of complexity. The princess, being the only human figure and dressed beautifully in a red dress, signifies a part of your psyche that is connected to human emotions and desires. Her familiarity and past desire to be engaged with you suggest an internal conflict involving relationships and intimacy. The transition to the large table with an abundance of food, contrasted sharply by the presence of a repulsive monster, highlights a juxtaposition between abundance and revulsion, pleasure and disgust. The monstrous figure, with its grotesque features and disturbing behavior, unmistakably symbolizes a figure from your past who caused you significant harm. This creature’s insistence that you partake in its disgusting ritual to achieve engagement with the princess mirrors the abuser's attempt to force you into situations that are repulsive and harmful. Your strong reaction of disgust and nausea upon waking underscores the deep emotional and physical impact this trauma has left on you.