Dream About Long Asian Straight Hair Dreamscape

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In real life, my hair is very short, it barely gets under my ear. In the dream, I had very long hair, and not asian black like it is in real life, it was almond, not wavy like in real life, it was asian straight, I've lost a lot of my hair volume because of epilepsy medication, but in the dream it was very heavy that I had to cut it a lot to get the shape I wanted, I cut it to be pixie, and went outside feeling very good about how it looks. I normally wear hijab even though I'm a trans male, just because my family won't let me go without it, but in my dream I just didn't, I was feeling very heavy for some reason, I wanted to escape my house, I kept walking, when I went nearly away from my town, I though dad would see me, so I thought about turning back and put on my hijab back, I didn't feel alright though, I asked the driver of my vehicle to take me out of the whole governorate.