Dream About Floating In Cathedral 2

I was a holy spirit floating around a cathedral with other holy spirits. I had spent a long time away working to help others in the underworld. I was tired and I decided to hang my robe up and retire. I made the announcement to the other spirits in the group. I went down to the area where I would be picked up, but they never came. I then realized that they all left without me. I felt sad and abandoned and angry. I said "how can they do that to me?? How can they just abandon me in the underworld like that? Time had passed and I felt so angry that I decided to take part in the partying, but i got bored after a few hundred years or so. I eventually just stopped and watched everyone around me party and eventually I turned to stone over time. I could hear muffled sounds of people having a good time, and the bass from the PA audio system tjat I bought for the house. Evenrually over time, the bass sound vibration started to crack the stone ai was in and eventually I broke out on day. I was still angry and started partying again until I started getting bored and tired, and the anger died down. I started changing my views and values again and started wanting to be nice and helpful to others so that way people would be nice to me in return. I started transforming into another person physically and mentally. One day i was supposed to do some vonvert or show and was in a dressing room with a makeup person. I looked in the mirror and saw another person. I immediately became defensive and said "I'm not her, im integrating!" Then it was halloween and there was a full moon. I jumped up into the sky and staryed to fly. There was no one around in the streets, or answering their doors for trick or treating. I shouted "come on everbody its Halloween" and then I realized they werent my friends either, maybe because I was changing, or maybe they used me and were never really my real friends. Then I found myself at a gas station and gave the owner of the gad station something new to sell and then bought ice cream for the few remaining people left who were getting tired with me because I talked too much. They were too polite to say anything..