Becca,
In your dream about the old job at an aquarium/pet store, you found yourself in a familiar yet expanded setting, filled with exotic aquatic life and a variety of habitats for reptiles and amphibians. Your actions—mingling with guests, diving into tanks, and working on the terrariums—reflect a sense of expertise and comfort in your knowledge and abilities. Diving into the tanks in a scuba suit may symbolize immersing yourself in your emotions or subconscious. While you're in control and knowledgeable, there is a hint of seeking deeper understanding or exploring uncharted territories within yourself.
Your encounter with the ex-girlfriend, Delia, is fleeting, suggesting unresolved feelings or thoughts about the past that occasionally come to your awareness but don't dominate your thoughts. The absence of heat lamps in a place where they are usually necessary could indicate a deviation from the norm or an adaptation to new conditions in your life. This could be a symbol of your ability to thrive without elements that are typically considered essential.
The tree frog named grandpa frog escaping and the iridescent bugs with neon yellow antenna you found while trying to enhance the environment are quite vivid. The frogs' escape attempts might represent elements of your life or aspects of your personality that you're trying to keep contained but are naturally inclined to be free or acknowledged. Meanwhile, the bugs' colors and the decor could signify attraction to beauty or the allure of something new and vibrant in your life. Your reaching out to touch this decor and waking up could symbolize a moment of connection or realization that was just about to unfold in your conscious life.
Reflecting on your previous dreams, the recurring theme of caring for animals and the presence of your husband and dogs suggests that relationships and caregiving are central to your sense of identity. The strong protective instincts you displayed in the forest dream with Ginger and Sif, coupled with the abstract room and the aquarium dream, paint a picture of someone who deeply values connection and is always ready to nurture and defend those relationships, even amidst chaotic or confusing circumstances.
Your dreams seem to weave together a tapestry of your inner world, where care, protection, and emotional exploration are prominent threads. They invite you to consider how you balance the many aspects of your life and relationships, including those with past acquaintances and the evolving self. Remember, you navigate these challenges with a sense of expertise and adaptability, as demonstrated by your confident actions within the pet store and your readiness to dive into the depths to explore and understand more.