Dream About Being Unloved And Rejected

Strange nap dream I’m at a friends house from a long time ago for a random birthday party. I’m wearing simple shorts and swimsuit because of the heat. Apparently I’m dating the birthday boy but he wants nothing to do with me. I end up wearing a pretty sparkly dress that accentuates my body well. It had spaghetti straps a deep plunged back and triangled breast cups. It also had a bit of a train and a high slit on the left side of my leg. He still can’t even look at me. He tries to run away from me like if I’m making him uncomfortable. Out of nowhere someone brings out a cake to sing. After the cake he disappeared and I just lay there to cry. [I can feel my own pain in my dream. The pain of being unloved and hated. The feeling of watching someone being repulsed by you] a woman comes up to me and tells me it’s been years since we seen each other and not to worry nor cry. I need to just let him have space. I remove myself from the room to lay down. I prop myself onto a pillow with my legs gently on top of each other. His brother walks in asking if I’m okay I tell him no because his brother hates me. He said he doesn’t he just isn’t sure if you’re real. He thinks I’m too beautiful for him. Then he says I should leave because all the friends are uncomfortable. I start crying some more when he walks him with his blonde swooped hair and sparkling blue eyes. He asks if I’m okay and tries to comfort me by resting his hand on my back but then quickly removes because it left a sensation tingling in his brain. I sit up and wipe my tears. Tell him why I’m hurt that he keeps running away from me. He won’t even let me kiss him. I wake up