I Dreamt Of Being Denied Cdl License Due To Accident

I was dreaming that I was being put down and I was... Go away! God! That my twin sister stuck up for me. But anyhow, I was just going to some collar driving school for but i can't for some health reasons. And they said after I was in a car accident and some severe head injuries, they told me I couldn't have a CDL license because they would think I wouldn't have the mental capacity to. To perform the job. And also there was a physical part where I couldn't pass it for some reason. Like I couldn't lift something over my head. But I can push and pull heavy stuff without a problem. And then climbing in and out of the trailer was something else. So they say no go. I was there just sobbing because I thought my dream was over. And then I found like there was five other people that kind of looked like me. But they looked like they were pissed because they had to go to some kind of war. I don't know if they looked at me like I was envious. I was trying to say hello. But my sister looked like she got mad at me. At me. And some other one was like, I don't know she seems real nice and sweet. And some kind of brain person, I guess that was a pilot, says I don't know what she does. And then somebody that was an IT computer whiz. That was an IT computer whiz. Was like processing. This person does nothing. My sister was like, I don't get it. I was in the same car accident in a co-op but for some reason you get to stay but I didn't. And I was flabbergasted and just speechless. I said I ain't got no control who did what or whatever. And she realized that maybe she ain't got no control. And some armory lady was like, just chill she ain't got no control over it. And I felt like I let everybody down sometimes. I feel like I'm a burden. So I just went away. And for some reason I called up some black guy that was a BLM leader. And I told him the situation and he was like, no worries. Just come stay with me for a while until you get on your feet. Even if you get on your feet, maybe I can use a roommate that actually pays the rent on time and the bills. So I don't have to worry about it. He said, I feel ya. I know you were hospitalized for a while. He said don't worry about it.