Diamond Skyy, the dream where you find your mother's note and her personal items carefully left behind suggests feelings of abandonment and a search for identity, both on a personal and familial level. Waking up in the dream to discover your mother's absence, despite her belongings being in place, can indicate a sense of stability in your life that's been disrupted. The note, expressing a journey of self-discovery, may reflect your own need or desire to find a deeper sense of self or could be projecting feelings about someone close to you going through such a process.
The careful arrangement of important documents like birth certificates and social security cards implies a sense of responsibility and forethought. This could symbolize the structured aspects of your life and the roles you play within your family dynamics. The fact that her truck is still in the driveway might mean that the search for identity or resolution is not a physical journey, but rather an internal one, and that the foundation or means for moving forward is still present in your life.
The emotions you felt in the dream, while not intensely negative, nonetheless carried a weight that could be tied to real-life concerns about family and stability. It's possible that recent events or transitions in your life have brought up issues of security and support that are manifesting in your dreams.
Reflecting on your previous dreams, there seems to be a theme of seeking acknowledgment and support, as seen in the dream with Kyle, where you felt unaided in preparation for an important event. The recurring feeling of being overlooked, especially by those who are supposed to be close to you, might be something that is consciously or subconsciously troubling you.
Understanding these dreams can offer insight into your emotions regarding support and recognition from loved ones. While these dreams are not nightmares and the emotions are not overwhelmingly negative, they do suggest a pattern of seeking validation and fears of being left to manage on your own. Acknowledging these feelings can be the first step in addressing them and ensuring you feel valued and supported in your waking life.