Dream About Bard In The Quad Rehearsal Confusion

In real life I just got cast in bard in the quad, this year they are performing Shakespeares: Julius Caesar. Rehearsals would start over the summer, but I have many travel plans that I am afraid this will interfere with. So I am debating whether I should still do it or not. So in the dream, I was at rehearsals they had just started. I talked to the director Liz, told her I wasn’t sure about it because I had all these travel plans. She was not happy, she mocked coasta rica afterwards and that I could be doing something bigger. I told her I wanted to still maybe be a part of tech and she said fhat would still be a lot of my time and I told her that was fine since it was only a couple of weeks. Researsal starts and I don’t know anything I don’t know any of my lines or blocking or anything and everyone already does. Then Liz makes us sign a form that says we will commit to bard this summer and not drop it. And I told her I wasn’t sure if I could sign this or not. She said I had one day. Also a lot of my friends were there, Ezra, will, and even Emily the girl I had a thing with was cast. Anyways I didn’t know what to do.