Alikat, the dream you’ve shared with me is certainly rich with symbolism and emotion, and it offers a deep well of insight into your subconscious mind. Hearing a woman's voice speaking Arabic, a language that might not be familiar to you, suggests that your subconscious is trying to communicate something that feels foreign or unknown. This could reflect feelings of being misunderstood or the presence of emotions and thoughts that are difficult to articulate or comprehend fully.
When the woman in the dream says, 'ما حارا,' which translates to 'something hot,' it can be interpreted in multiple ways. This phrase, spoken after she observes you pleasuring yourself, introduces a layer of judgment or commentary on your personal desires and actions. It suggests a possible internal conflict or external judgment you might feel about your sexuality or personal pleasure. The act of pleasuring oneself in a dream often symbolizes a need for self-acceptance, self-love, or the expression of personal desires that might be suppressed or stigmatized in waking life.
Given your background and the life stressors you’ve been navigating, such as financial stress and various mental health challenges, this dream could be highlighting a struggle between your personal needs and societal expectations. The woman's voice might represent an internalized voice of criticism or societal norms that you feel scrutinized by, especially in matters related to your sexuality and personal fulfillment.