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24 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night about having a pet snake that i left in a terrarium and I forgot about it. I saw that the lid was open and it swung out and I was just holding it. Then I woke up

24 Apr 2024

Dream

me and you were traveling by a school bus and I left all of my stuff in the seat. Clothes phone wallet lunch box and I walked into this building and talked to some people and it seemed like a daycare and I wanted cereal instead of my lunch I had packed and I went back to the bus and it had been moved but the driver had just parked it down the street and I got on and checked if everything was still there. I grabbed my lunch box and my phone and walked down the street again to eat it and when I got back you and the bus disappeared. I text you and you sent this big long paragraph saying how she couldn’t stay parked. I spent days searching for you until one day I walked into this building and everything was like gray and white futuristic and they had so many rules like I had to put my nose ring up so it was hidden and I couldn’t have too many bracelets on. I was looking around and I saw all of my clothes and my Adderall in a garbage can so I started pulling them out but my wallet wasn’t in there. I was panicked at this point. You still were nowhere to be found until a long like train bed system came through and all of the beds were in a line and moving throughout the building. Everyone in it was asleep and you passed me and I screamed your name and you opened your eyes and you smiled so big. They took y’all into a different room because all of you had a large scar on your back and it said something kinda creepy but I can’t remember what it said and I was trying to talk to the lunch lady but she was talking to the girl infront of me giving her strikes. As soon as I saw you walking up to me my alarm went off.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

I confronted an arrogant motivational speaker about his CDs. He said he mailed them himself, and I shouldn't have confronted him, which I initially didn't. I then said, I'm not afraid of anyone. Then he gave me a strong handshake. Next dream, I was going to grow alfalfa seed, which should provide a good crop because our ground cracks, which is what the plant needs to be stressed in order to produce a good crop. Next dream, at a service station, Benny, our former ranch management, confronted a guy and his father over pumping gas because he was going to drive off after. Then they cut the hose off from the pump, gas pump of the station. Benny then drove off with his pickup full of tires neatly stacked vertically. Last dream, John and Rhonda, clients of mine, had a large pickup. They were going to do a retirement planning analysis with me.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

One of them jack sparrow was the pirate to protect the queen (she’s dead) and we were all a community and we all came together for something and the dinner was ambushed by little things they looked like garden trolls but realistic and long gray hair and big huge men taller than the door frame and the trolls stole her crown off of her head and the big tall men were blocking all of the doors and windows and a troll came running up the aisle with the crown and I pushed the girl next to me to trip it and he fell and I told her to grab it and she didn’t so I stepped on top of her and grabbed it and the crown and I put it back in the glass box they had for it. Once everyone left it was just me and a few other people and the crown was still there and a troll came back in and tried to take it again and I caught it and was trying to yell for Jack and my voice was gone and then when I turned around they had stole the crown and everything went downhill after that and there was an ocean and Jack sparrow came back to land and the ocean was an eerie green and his hair was long straight and gray and he was talking crazy. There weren’t many people left in the town after this but a few of us were up in the building of the last time everything was normal and we were digging for clues and a scorpion was in the vent and it took off with a cup of something like that and we came to the conclusion that they were the ones to take the crown and we ran and told Jack and we all got together to go get it back but then I woke up so I don’t know if we got it or not.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

One I was on my way to clean a house? And I was in counce and there was a big truck and two bikers and one was in the other lane so in passing and they started screaming at each other and then they all started laughing and I turned in eastview and it said it was like highway 374 and I drove for like 2 minktes until it was a dirt road and I was in the Altima and I had my cruise set but it didn’t want to go so I kept pressing the up button to make it go faster and it would slow down every time and then I get to the bottom of the really big hill and it’s like a house and there’s two girls sitting on a couch with cam Witt and I waved and cam turned into like a 50 year old gay man and I turned again and me and you were in the apartment but the hill outside was bleachers and the apartment was gone and I looked up and I saw the moon but it was like every moon stage all in a circle with 3 other circles like that spinning through the sky until it got in front of us and it got to the middle and I saw all of them go into one and create this big moon and it just like dipped back into it was almost like a pool of the universe. The earth started doing some weird stuff out infront of us. Everything put its self back together and I looked up and the sky looked like peeled wallpaper and then it was back to the sky. And then I saw a copy and paste tool for the stars and it was making all of the stars in the sky

24 Apr 2024

Dream

I was gonna have a dinner or lunch with my family and friends but i got stuck in a bank because atm machine that i chose is dont know how to put my money in and then i go to the other side and used the other atm machine

24 Apr 2024

Dream

Me and this random person I have never met before were walking outside of this school and I had to pull a chunk of their hair out and then I was walking inside and there was a car speeding down the sidewalk and I barely made it in the door before it hit me. I walked in and there was a man cleaning the windows and I said something to him and he didn’t say anything or look at me. I saw one of my old friends from school and walked up to her and she was talking to me just fine. As I got further until the school I realized no one could see or hear me. It was like I was invisible. I found my old friend again and we went to the counseling room and she was sitting there and my therapist was too but I couldn’t see my therapist. I was panicking and realized I couldn’t see anyone but her and it was just quiet and she left and told me to wait in the room. I waited and waited and she came back and so did everyone else. My therapist was bald and told me she could see me the whole time and didn’t understand why I wasn’t answering her and just hugged me. I got up and was walking outside and I saw you and ran to you and you were mad you weren’t the one I could see or hear. Then everything changed. We were out to eat with some of your family and you were talking about how when you got old you were gonna use a pumice stone on your face when you got old and I said “you stress me out” every body thought that was so funny. We all got up and were leaving and we were in a car on this road like a roller coaster. It was like blue and white and terrifying. We went down a hill and I got scared and everyone was laughing at me. Then toilet paper wrapped around my face and we went upside down and my titties fell out of my shirt. We were back at the school. It was like early morning and when we got in there we met a lady. She ran up to the wall with me and ripped a piece of my shirt off and took out a can of spray paint and went ham. We walked into this room with a small square pool type thing and she jumped in and the water was sucking her down so we both tried pulling her out. We finally did and she was gone. You wrapped her up in your arms with me right along with you and said something and all of your bones broke out of your body and fell into hers and then you both woke up. She changed though. She was like a mermaid with no tail or anything and she was emotionless. She got up and we all left and appeared at this house with a man in the bed and he had no feet. He woke me up asking for coffee and fruit snacks and then started being super creepy. I woke the woman up and she called me daddy? And was about to i think hurt this man and then the alarm went off.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

Had a dream about my ex being in the car with me again

24 Apr 2024

Dream

My bf cheated on me with 2 other girls and would give me no attention at all.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

At first I didn’t feel like this dream was worth putting in the journal because on the surface it seemed like not much has happened but then I realised this is the first time that me and my partner were apart of a dream and we were with each other as opposed to before where I could see her but not get through to her. So that in itself seemed huge. Then we’re in Tesco which seems to be a bit of a safe space in my dream of others are anything to go by but my friend appears opposite us and he’s selling something to another guy. He looks back at me and says it’s something I’ll really want but I chuckle and say I have no money (which is actually quite accurate untill pay day anyway) Then I’m back in that underground station again but everyone is running away. I don’t know where but they are running from something.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream that i got fired again from dillards but spoken to badly and cried about it with brittni and she synpathized and we hugged it out. But when we hugged it out i was actually hugging my crush. It was very reassuring having him hold me. On a seperate note i was trying to get to my sis amd mom across the canal but the fance was rolled up and had cactus interwined in it. My mom and sis tried holding the fence open for me to cross but my mom lost the grip and it. It Closed and sent me tumbling into a saguaro cactus. It was badly covered in cactus needles from head to toe but mostly the very top of my head and panicked and we went fo fhe hospital . On the way there i told kobey(my crush) and chris about it and chris and i reconnected and he won my heart back and we were to be married. My sister joked that they would have to shave my head to remove the cactus and i panicked but succumed fo whatever is necessary The one nurse was overworked and doctor was running behind so i asked for a tool to remove all of the cactus on my arm at the very least( she said i may have to come back tomorrow to be seen) but i couldnt do the ones on my head due to the lack of being able to see what to remove. One thing that stayed with me is that i felt REAL pain in my arms when i was removing the cactus needles and woke up with sore arms and hands. I was sleeping on my back with nothing occluding my circulation. Sometimes that happens where i percieve pain in a dream and it wakes me up.

24 Apr 2024

Dream

I have a dream where I am in strange foreign country. I walk through the country and see many animals such as strange looking birds and monkeys with funny hats. I encounter a African American man who is feeding the animals. He informs me that I will inherit this country. I disagree but he insists I will and disappears. Then I am president of the country. Then I wake up