Drugs

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was with some friends and we were walking thought this place that was sort of a mix between a house and an apartment building. We were checking out different rooms and some were too messy and we said how we wouldn’t stay there and some rooms we said were too small. We also found some clothes and decided to take them and wear them. Then some of us ended up walking to this common room type area. There were a good amount of people and a bunch of them I had seen earlier in my dream but didn’t know, some I knew and some were strangers. There was this dude that set up parties or something and he was talking to people. At some point some people took some edibles and I asked if I wanted one and I said no because I quit weed since it made me anxious. I still hung out with them and we walked to the woods or something and just explored. It started to become a nightly thing where we all gathered and people would drink and do drugs. We all sort of lived in that big area where I first met everyone and there were all the clothes and food we needed. At first all I would do was drink alcohol but I started to join in when they did acid and other pills. It was fun but I also didn’t know if I was making the right decision doing them. Everyone else was all the time though so I thought it would be fine. I would get up the next day and barely remember anything from the night before. Some days I had absolutely no recollection of the previous day. I was having fun but I also didn’t like how I was always out of it and never remembered anything. We had a poll on where to have some big party and we decided on a big party in the woods. We were all drinking and stuff but then for some reason the party became a competition and we were fighting some people but I don’t remember why. We didn’t fight everyone just certain people. I remember me and one of my friends were talking to the main guy and there were two dudes we were competing agains and both of our groups wanted to win. I decided I wanted to get it over with so I put one of them in a choke hold and we started fighting. I would be winning for a minute then he would be winning for a tiny bit but I ended up doing better as I could grab him from behind and stop him from moving. The right ended when I knocked him over and slammed something on his head and broke his nose. The other people were impressed and I was like, I think I broke my finger, oh well. Then everything went back to how it had been and it turned into nightly parties after that again and everyday felt like a blur. I couldn’t remember what happened when and where we were each night. We would go to cool places and party in mansions or at concerts. After a while the parties sort of stopped and we were apparently supposed to decide what we would be doing from now on. Like what we would be doing with our life. Everyone was splitting up and I was sad. Some people could go with one person from the group but some people had to go alone. There were a bunch of different tables with people at them sort of like a career fair but we had to end up choosing one. Some choices would be something like fly to different places often, never have a specific home because you’re always traveling. One was like working on boats by the woods we had a party at and stay in the area. One was joining the main dude in charge and help him prepare parties. One was an astronaut and go into space and leave earth behind. They were all really weird and there ended up being a point system or voting to decide what you get. I didn’t have as many points as some people so I didn’t get to pick first and I was stressed because I didn’t want to do any of the options but I had no choice.

3 Apr 2024

Dream

We were having this sort of house party. With lots of drugs and booze. Went I go to take the drugs they would turn rubbery? There was also an old grumpy man who would get really annoyed if anyone bothering him so we’d make sure that he got left alone. Then next thing I know I’m in a band playing music about lizards and eating prion food mash potato with wires in.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

i had a dream about an past situationship with someone, and i was looking through their instagram stories and they were suddenly in Bali but it was dated in 2019, he was basically showing his ball sack by riding up his shorts in a video. It wasn’t sexually attractive though, but he kind of looked drugged up, like he was going through something much worse than just weed - like meth. his cheeks were sucken, his eyes were wide. looked a little bit demonic. Anyways he was basically messaging me asking to get back with me, saying he missed me - i had feelings that i missed him too, but something wasn’t right like genuinely it wasn’t good. so yeah that’s what happened.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

In this dream, I dreamt that me and Eric were walking around and we were drunk, I think like hood people, and then, I don't know, something, we were drunk, and then Eric had hardly anything and he was really drunk, and these two people wanted to jump him. I forget who was with me. They took me in an alley or whatever, and they said, we have to leave him. I didn't want to, and I heard them say they were going to inject Eric with meth, and I was like, he can't do that. I told them because I was like, it'll ruin him, and the guy that I was with was like, here he is, what did he have, and I told them what he had, but then he was like, yeah, he had some real nice clothes, and then the two people that were going to shoot him up with drugs came around the corner, and then he woke up.

26 Mar 2024

Dream

I was vacationing in a old town with some friends and my husband. The town was both European and Japanese. I remember seeing an old Shinto shrine ⛩️ as well as a brick dome next to each other. I saw a couple who happens to be some friends of mine and they were sitting on top of the dome. I asked if they wanted a picture but they declined. I walked toward the Shinto shrine and moved it and it became all wiggly and it came apart. Luckily I had some friends to help me put the Shinto shrine back together but it was definitely a struggle. I also met up with a guy who asked my husband about an event he worked on. I guess my husband didn’t hear his question and he took the shuttle somewhere and left me behind. I stayed and the other guy and myself moved to the side and apparently we knew each other and started to make out. He was a thin guy and European looking, and we walked the town a bit. I remember a conversation we had that I asked him what kind of animal would he be, and he said he’d be an owl. I was elated because I told him I’d also be a bird! When we ran into my husband he asked again about the event he worked on and he said it was a concert with the musical guy RJD2. He knodded kind of sneaky and walked into the old alleyway where there were shops. I’d figured he was addicted to drugs or something like that.

26 Mar 2024

Dream

It started where my friend and I were moving in together with her daughter who is 6. She has a very controlling boyfriend who drinks a lot. I remember in my dream he wasn’t happy she was moving in with me. At one point he was talking to her daughter when my friend left the room saying, “ you’re so bad. Don’t make your mom want to die…” just really horrible stuff. He didn’t know I could hear so I went and told my friend. My momma who is now in heaven came into my dream looking at me, mad at me with this piece of paper that made no sense insinuating I was on drugs wouldn’t believe that I was okay while I was telling her I had to go to work. I slapped her on the head trying to show her what she was reading was wrong and we just got in a huge fight. I made myself wake up at that point.

15 Mar 2024

Dream

I was having lunch outside with some friends, one male and one female. It was our break from work and it was a city park. The park is a pathway that winds through some large natural rock structures. We are talking when all of a sudden the male friend gets out attention and says "hey, look at this". He shows us an space carved out in the rock face, the perfect size for an adult head. Some graffiti headphones are painted on it as well so that the person sitting there with their head inside would look like they are wearing them. I'm just wondering if each of our heads will fit, or if some will be too big when the female friend says "hey, what's back here?" She is standing inside what looks like a doorway carved into the rock and then she disappears around the corner. "C'mon!" She yells. "Does this go anywhere?" I ask, and she says "yeah." We follow her . "Does it stink in there?" I ask. She says that it does. I imagine possibly like sulfur, gasses from inside the rock, or from the piss of homeless people. I guess I'll find out. We follow her. Around the corner inside the rock face, about waist high, a ramp ascends up to another turn. It is too high to step up given my weight I cannot just pull myself up like my friends but there is a railing and if I grab it I can shimmy onto the ledge on my stomach. The passage is narrow and the walls are covered with graffiti. "Probably a gang hangout" I think to myself. My friends have disappeared around the corner and I am eager to catch up with them. I am also con wines about getting stuck in the narrow hall. I wonder if it broadens around the corner or ends in some narrow little space that will be uncomfortable to sit in. Next, my friends come back with a sense of urgency, "C'mon let's go" they say, rushing back down the passage. They must not like what they found back there. I quickly follow them, imagining all the things it could have been: a den with drug paraphernalia, a homeless encampment, a place where some serial killer was hiding his bodies. I won't see for myself, but I can ask later. We make out way back outside to the path in the park. It's time to get back to work anyway and the park is beginning to fill up with rabble - all our colleagues have come now, to have their loud obnoxious and boring conversations about their mundane lives. I am glad we got here before they all did - when everything seemed untouched.

6 Mar 2024

Dream

A man fried a mouse and killed it. I was in a high school and some of my friends gave me marijuana as a way of making up for hanging out and smoking without me. The problem was i didn’t know how to get rid of it. It wasn’t until the police came that I panicked. Everyone who gave me the marijuana was at the school dance while I was trying to hide it. Despite them getting me in trouble I wouldn’t tell the police where I got the drugs from. Instead I rushed to the school to meet a girl in the bathroom who could help me. She was angry the same group of friends because they did the same to her and forgot her birthday. To make up for it she baked the softest cookies and cupcakes. So she helps me hide the marijuana. And in the end Chris Brown shows up to the dance ready to perform.

2 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream I worked in a restaurant. I was a server and sous chef. I helped make onion soup from scratch. It was a very tedious and long process but the chef wanted to teach me how to make it. He said that people that replace their drug addiction with a new healthy one is a huge sign of healing. The restaurant also had a live band and dancing that didn't serve alcohol. I felt very happy and connected in my dream. I felt somewhat sad when I woke up, only because I missed the dream.

2 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream I went to the beach with my cousins, my two brothers and my 2 sister in laws. We went during the day and stayed until night. During the day we hung out on the beach for a bit I saw the sand and ocean and it was crowded. We all drove in the car. There a bunch of people. Then we all decided to go to the boardwalk and do some shopping I was doing some last minute Christmas shopping I got all my presents and then we all came back to the beach but this time we hung out in this barn just us right on the beach and we started doing these drugs it was like a tar kind of substancs that you could either smoke or eat. I don’t know exactly what it was but I remember thinking it was shrooms or lsd. Everyone took some I took a little because it was my first time and I didn’t want to overdo it. It started kicking in and I went onto the beach it was nighttime I was watching the moon and the waves and looking out at the people. I started getting high and everyone started looking like a painting. Then my mom called I answered and she was asking what I was doing I told her we went to the beach and I did some Christmas shopping and now we’re hanging. And then I hung up with her and went back into the barn. And saw everyone. My cousin and brothers were really high and I kind of wanted to be on their level so I took a little bit more and then the dream ended

25 Feb 2024

Dream

I was in a hotel in Amsterdam with Mounya and Cody. We wanted to give the hotel a 5 star review because it was very good. Then the hotel manager came to do a check for the review. Because the review had to be based on facts. She wanted to trash the whole room. If they found something that was incorrect, we would not be allowed to leave a good review. Copy and Mounya were afraid that I had done something wrong in the room and that there were drugs, for example. Then we gave the woman permission and a whole army team came in to search. Cody and Mounya then left the next day and I was left alone. It was Christmas then and Po was coming to Amsterdam to celebrate Christmas. I had planned to go with a white tour boat that was completely decorated, where we could take photos for Instagram. He was a bit vague about coming and then he told me he was angry with me. During that time I was cycling through Amsterdam trying to find where the boat was because I had forgotten to book. He said he didn't want any more contact but would only come this time. He told me he didn't want to be friends anymore and was now friends with a guy named Patrick. This was because I couldn't go on a trip to Bali with him. Then later I saw that he had posted a photo on Instagram. Here Po suddenly had a lot of chest hair and he was in a beachclub in Bali. In the second photo he was having dinner there with Patrick. In the photo they were eating steak with caviar. Po had captioned it: 'At least Patrick won't let me down to go to Bali.' I was very hurt then.

17 Feb 2024

Dream

This dream started out like this, I was in some strange apartment and a police officer asked if I seen someone which I said no and he left, I heard a knock at my door and when I opened it I saw this tall Hispanic man. He was from a drug cartel, how I found out I don’t know. He grabbed me just as a detective came in and had me in a headlock while holding the knife to my throat while the detective seemed shocked. Don’t know what happened after but I woke up, I wasn’t really feeling scared. More like annoyed as if this happened before